Joined Mar 10 2010
24 years old
Leeds. United kindom
This Teen's mind is fucked up.
Yeah, I don't look the part. 'Cause... I can't style my fucking hair.
I cut it, style it, but it never styles into what I want. The fucking bangs, curl and no matter what hairspray, gell or straighteners I use, they curl back. My hair never spikes, no matter what hairspray, gell, or technique i use. So I just fucking gave up...
Honesty comes first with me so:
Two words discribe my life easily.
There is only one way I'll commit suicide, and thats a bullet to the brain. But, firearms are banned in the united kingdom so I'll never commit suicide.
But, I shove humor into this fucked up life.
Or I try to.
Other than that. I've no clue what the hell I want to do in life.
Relationships... I've already figured out, I'm not destined to get a girlfriend EVER. I've never had a girlfriend. I've told people I have which was a lie just to seem less pathetic..
What was left when that fire was gone,
I thought it felt right. but that right was wrong,
all caught up in the eye of the storm,
and trying to figure out what its like moving on
I don't even know what kind of things i said
my mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
so picking up the pieces now where to begin
The hardest part of ending is starting again
I can be the best person you'll meet.
I can be the worst person you'll meet
I always wonder....
Will we suffer for the sins of our hands, the sins of our tongues, the sins of our fathers and the sins of our young..?
I'll Build up hope but Failure is All that I've know.
So I don't build up hope anymore.
What difference does it make what I say and do?
I never make a difference in my life or my own
When I die. I'll never be missed or mourned.
I'm happy enough to be tossed into a pit and forgotten
Only true friends I have, I met over the internet, so they wouldn't notice if my life was destroyed. But in all honesty. I hope everyone's lives get destroyed in nuclear fire.
A Million souls fighting for the same thing
Will change the world:
So destroy this fucking planet!