Joined Nov 23 2011
20 years old
mission viejo california
Truth about gothemoand so called freaks.com
not good with conversations..
iv always wanted that one friend who would never stab my back..someone like me who i can relate to. whos by my side. whod help me threw everything.
~looking for that special guy~
the one thats never gona be.
i could watch the stars all night. their just like you. beautiful and they never talk back to me. only their to leave me standing. wondeing what i did wrong.
things i hate</3 my mother.. love.. life..
things i want ~but will never have~</3 a loving mother. that perfect someone to love who loves me back.. a real friend just like me
* * * * *i wana be a snowflake. to be careless and free of ur worries.. to fall without a care in the world. * * * * *
maybe if u gave it time. ud see the true colors. ima good friend. i really am.
i try to be happy. i act happy. but im not exactly happy.
maybe i cry at night under the stars. so i can be reminded that ur still their.. still laughing at my very existence.
i have a feeling that im not ment to be with u... everytime i try. something gets in the way.. something rips us appart. but when i go to someone else.. they hurt me.. they step on the already broken shards that u made. and lead me back to you. iv tride to forget you. to move on. but something or someone always brings you back. i loved you. you were the only one.. you were my world and everything in it. but u crushed it and threw it away..... i hate your guts.. i hate everything about you... but i have to addmit.... i still
my life is all about music. it is now everything i stand for. the only thing i have left. i dont just listen. i play. i dont just play. i do.
.... i just want to know more... and i wont stop...
VALENTINES-LIFE is my sexy ass beast :3 <3 i love love love you till the end of time<333 and i do say i do :3